Monday, February 22, 2010

*The first step*

Don't you ever feel like that life has no meanings at times? The feeling of not accomplishing anything, it's all in the head...you have everything carefully thought out, but you’re not doing anything about it. You want to make a difference in the life of at least someone, but you know you are no way close to it. You want to try, but you would rather blame the society for not allowing you to do what you want, right? How we come up with excuses for not doing something that would eventually change our life. Not someone's life but OURS! Funny to see how life is, it’s like a circle of complaints…If you want change, then maybe first change yourself , then we can think about changing everything else…It’s a lesson I’m teaching myself…it’s always hard to make that first step!
Food for thought:” The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want.”

I am a dreamer!

I know it's been long since I have posted anything... I guess I can finally say "procrastination" caught up with me. I have managed to not go on facebook for more than 2weeks and completely deleted it. WOW! How one's life changes without facebook...But, it's all for the better. I am listening to mad world while I write this, and I would like to quote from the song,

"I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying, Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World”

This song is beautifully written, but has such a negative effect. I kind of like it. I like it being negative (weird me!). I recently started watching American idol once a week for at least two hours…Not too much time taken in a very productive person’s life. Well what can I say; watching this show somehow gives me false hopes, or maybe thinks I can pursue my dream to become a singer someday. I want to sing, I want to spread my message through this magical world. But, again am I becoming a dreamer? I don’t know if I am trying to achieve my dreams and aspiration- I am a dreamer…I will try making this dream real, time will speak for itself…